He’s the one who knows me best. He’s the one I desire when anything noteworthy occurs in my life. Yet, he’s the one I lash out at when I’m internally upset about things that he has nothing to do with. What exactly do I expect him to do? Why am I being so unfair? Why must I unrealistically expect him to drop his personal life situations and handle mine?
How many times will I apologize for my unfair, biased approach to our relationship, friendship? Why do I attempt to justify my wrongs with what I consider his wrongs? I should just accept my wrongs as my own and work on myself because that’s what I can do.
I annoy myself and I must improve my communication.