My desire and willingness to post declined significantly once I started working full-time; however, I’m in an adjustment phase.
Being in an adjustment phase is what prompted today’s post. I’m unsure if this is true for anyone other than myself; but, transitions are difficult and they never go as planned.
My job is great and I enjoy it; however, other aspects of my life are in disarray.
Part of the reason I feel things are in disarray is my unrealistic expectations and my lack of patience.
I was out of work for nearly 8 months and bills went unpaid; however, I unrealistically expected to be back on the top, financially after 1 month of full-time employment. I’m smart enough to know that this was crazy but still I find myself criticizing myself for not meeting that unrealistic expectation.
In this day and age we are taught to believe that things happen instantly or at the longest within 2 days…so it’s difficult when things take time.
I wish I had the answers and perhaps a stockpile of patience to give myself